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| Wow things suck
-i guess two people can't be just friends
-i guess i lead guys on
-i just love it when u have plans and people break them sigh but w/e
i actually ended going to the backetball game then talkin to cassie about going bowling with them. i actually ended up hanging out with cassie and a bunch of other people it kept me mind off alot of things and it was alot of fun even tho i really don't talk to any of them much. we went bowling then we went to stake and shack. after that i just headed to my dads.
---and there's always something missing deep down....i just wanna cry tonight---
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so things are finally working out. i have honestly had a really bad 3 weeks because of me and bodie breaking up, getting put on the waiting list at northern and my arm. but i am starting to like a new boy. he makes me happy i love talking to him and hanging out with him, but i am scared so i am just gonna take things slow and see how they work out. as for northern i just got a letter today saying that i have been accepted. it's nice to finally know where i am going. i start to fill out papers for where i live and how much money i will get, and ect. also my arm is much better it doesn't hurt very much. i finally feel like things are going back to a place they haven't been for a very long time. i am finally completely happy and for once it's not because of a boy. this is something new for me because before my mood always depended on how me and bodie were doing. and i always had to have a new boy right away. i am really excited for things to happen in the next couple months. i love all my friends.
friday was a blast i met kristen and britt and we went and met tim i rode with britt and we talked alot bout things that had been bothering me lol i love her then we ended up going to taco bell and then we made tim takes us to subway also then finally to the game. it was ok. rocky won. jon was awesome. then we went to a movie with sam-allen-erika-emilee-deana-and--cooties-- it was a gross movie but still fun. then we just hung out lol kristen and john wouldn't shut up haha and they keep making fun of me. then we went to hy-vee.
today- just spent it with my dad. it was nice we never really hang out anymore
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| So today in english we got onto the subject of emotion and reasoning. and love. i was really interesting and made me think alot about things that have been going on. i finally let go. yea i know it took me long enough. but i realized it's just not what i want anymore. but i am happy. and thats a first.
the rest of the week is gonna rock
tonight-here soon sam is gonna pick me up and me and her and maybe autumn and erika are goin to blakes birthday party at some pizza place. then we are going to go back to sams for our usual OC night. lol
Friday- meeting kristen and brittney and darcy and tim and going to the rocky game then afterwards a bunch of ppl are going to see a movie. i think sam-allen-kristen-john-erika-craig-leah-brian-me-tim and prolly more it should be a blast afterwards i am going to stay at my dads
saturday- hang out with my dad i think we are going to dinner and a movie and then prolly meet up with some ppl and hang out
Sunday- work 1-6 then homework.
---i love my friends i really think i would be so lost without every single one of them... i wish i would get to hang out with some more than i do but i am still happy.--- |
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